Monday, February 6, 2012

Filling The Void.

Let’s be irrational poets,
forming eloquent sentences
filled with mystical words
that pilgrimage on voided
blue lines, for centuries
and centuries, without a reason,
without a explanation, but
because our minds must
be filtered from all the
angst and aches we suppress
within ourselves while we
succeed to please the reign,
but fail to please ourselves.

In Your Arms.

Adoration would unblushingly
fill in the voided hole in my
soul if I had the occasion to
fall in a sober, dazed state
of mind, mesmerized by the
rose petals that envelope your
arms, like red-velvet pillows
I would long to be cradled in,
drifting into a mollifying yet
haunting lullaby, singing lyrical
melodies, soothing and taming
the ignited affliction that burns in
the folds of my heart.

Mixed Signals.

Perplexing signs of
infatuation never
fail to puzzle my
gullible heart and
place temptation on
my easily seduced
body. Your empathy
belies, laying beneath
the sheathes of your skins
of collected, immobilized
atoms and cells. They
only become animated
when my fingertips glide
alone each permanent
lining of your skin, transferring
my sympathy that solaces
your apathy.

A New World.

The rays of light through
the sorrowful clouds, giving
passion to the desolated
lands, thirsting for recuperation
and self indulgence. Once
the acid stops cascading
upon us, Earth shall be placid,
rejoicing with mother
nature, no longer belying
under debris and catastrophes.

False Impression.

I think I created a
false image of you
inside my artistic
mind. I must’ve
mistook your cancerous
words for medicine,
contemplating they
would convalesce
my fresco, abhorrent
wounds; and your
touch- your mollifying,
humane touch belies,
beholding malevolence
that seeps through my
pores, making me bitter
off of the distance that
treads ambitiously on the
moonlit roads. I should’ve
known from the gleam in
your eyes, that resembles
an infantile and coddle
child, that you would’ve
sliced my chest apart,
dismembering all my
fluctuating atoms,
draining your self made
heroin into my impeccable,
charismatic beating organ.


I am drawn to the moon.
When it rises, I howl like
a ratchet werewolf and
envision that I am pouncing
through a majestic, nefarious
wonderland. I cannot resist
laying angelically beneath
the nebula’s and the milky
ways, hypnotized by their
alluring beauty, exhaling
a methanol cigarette’s
smoke to the hurricanes
underneath Jupiter’s
rings and noxious gases.
My muse, in a frenzy,
cannot become sober,
for it is intoxicated with
irrationality and wickedness.
Perhaps I am drawn to
the nighttime sky because
it elevates and animates
my spirit as its best and
floods self-pity that
transitions into solacing
at its worst.

Too Proud To Sympathize.

Attempting to solace the sorrow you
filled my psyche with from the words
you borrowed and learned with indifference
to impress my effortlessly pleased self.
You have corrupted my vital organs,
sickening them with your selfishness that gaps
me open from the inside-out, crawling like
blood-thirsty spiders on to my skin, infectious
with their fangs and  stubborn legs,
manipulating my red and white blood cells
that cannot beckon for a war nor transfer
oxygen to my brain. My circulation is
cutting off, my debilitated lungs collapse and
I suffocate from the blood  and vomit that
cascades  from my rancid mouth and I begin
to drown as you remain in complete insouciance,
not having  one conscious disrupting your
 malevolent pride.

Saturday, February 4, 2012


You are not a rare
jewel hidden in the
depths of the
mystical sea, you
shouldn’t be wrapped
up in yourself with
delicate pieces of
satin and silk
stitched together.
One day the seams
will dismember without a
caution and you will have
lost yourself, naked
and vulnerable.

Watching You Sleep.

I know what your bed
looks like, firm and
unkempt. I know
your infantile sleeping
habits, half of your
body intertwined with
velvet sheets, muffled
snores upon the spread.
You usually lay on your
back, closing your eyes
lazily to the narrow,
indifferent ceiling, the white
walls humming off all the
sounds, placidly, they
always seem to mollify
you to sleep.


On a bizarre acid trip to the depths of the moon,
solacing my inner angst with mercury and indifference.
Luminous, appalling colours of the rainbow enchant
as I challenge my intelligence while phosphate star
dust flakes my eyelids, what toxic, colourful snow
flakes that materialize and hinder my retina’s.
Inhaling all the faux designer herbs, feeling
them seep through the cracks of my brain folds,
fogging up my frontal lobe, I’m floating in an 
enthralling aura of fiends and brutally bitten angels
with rusty halo’s. Exhaling thick-cloud rings of
smoke so monstrous that ghost can somersault
through. Where is my state of mind at? If I was
able to think perceptibly, my muse would sense
it out in the brunt-azure sea, sinking to an
abyss of alien seaweeds that’ll consume each
polluted atom and piece of fresh flesh. I think
I’d have nothing left to call mines.

Beautiful Skies, Ugly World.

I ran on a ratchet,
vacant road for
miles, miles, miles.
The moon stalked
me with her impeccable
luminous radiance. The
stars had risen
with pride, speckles of
blues, violets and
reds I envy the sky,
running profusely on
my decaying, feeble
feet. I mourned,
“It’s so beautiful
up there and so
ugly down here!
It’s just not fair!”